The Spiritual Poverty of the Gay Lifestyle Today!

THE EARLY YEARSHastings College of the Law in San Francisco in the
Fortunately for all Americans the 1960's, 70's and thenearly 70's and one openly notorious homosexual law
80's led first to greater sexual freedom and liberation -student openly proclaimed that his small gay bar and
and then to greater sexual honesty. The internet boomits 11 long-term regular patrons who cashed their every
of the last decade solidified those gains to the extentpaycheck there paid his way through law school. He
that there can likely never really be a return to theadmitted that over two dozen such "regulars" were
sexual "dark ages".openly feted at all major holidays and their every
THE GAYS & THE "THREE B's"birthday to keep them as "regulars".
Gays and Lesbians had historically lived prior to theEven to this day - the GAY PARADIGM - the GAY
Stonewall Riots lives of quiet desperation "in the closet"COMMUNITY is still trying to shirk this "seek but do not
facing overt hostility and repression every day of theirfind" rigid pattern. Unlike many happy bisexuals - gays
lives.and even many Lesbians - are still under this spell -
After the STONEWALL RIOTS - our gay and lesbiannotwithstanding that even the major gay mecca cities
brothers and sisters overall marched straight out ofSan Francisco and New York closed the gay baths -
their closets and eventually right down MAIN STREETgay bars are half in number or half full today -yet the
or FIFTH AVENUE or MARKET STREET or SANTAadult bookstores - and videos - and pornographers are
MONICA BOULEVARD in their festive PRIDEricher than ever - harvesting a new crop of young
PARADES across North America and now acrosstwinks and studs for their 15 minutes of fame every
the world. Many gays and to a lesser extent Lesbiansseason of every year until the end of time. The
want to be open about their sexual orientation - whileinternet has been a major boon to pornography and
this is NOT the case with most bisexuals - especiallypornography sales worldwide especially in the gay
happy bisexuals."beefcake" market.
Soon across America there were dozens of openlyTHE THREE B'S REPLACED BY MAJOR
gay bars, adult bookstores, and bathhouses in everyMERCHANTS OF GREED
major North American city. Gay Community CentersThings - largely due to AIDS as well as long-term
sprouted in most every major North American city -maturing gay and lesbian community - have changed
save San Francisco - where until recently theand are changing - but the change from the "3 B's"
community was so fractious they could not even openholding the community in its thrall has morphed into
such a center! Gay Community Centers with timegross and crass materialism as soon as the major
became Gay and Lesbian Centers - then GLBTmarketing gurus found the Gay and Lesbian NICHE of
Centers and soon to be GLBT and P - polyamory -affluent consumers with huge discretionary spending
and Q centers - Queer.who were eager to "Seek and Find" and then "Seek
Maybe one fine day even the new, trendyand Find" again - consumer goods and luxury travel
METROSEXUALS will join the sexual minorities toand the like.
party and to parade!NOW the vast majority of the FORTUNE 500
The GAY PARADIGM - which emerged as a result ofcompanies market to the Gay and Lesbian Community
this desire for being OPEN - was often confrontationalnoting in their marketing circles that the Gay and
to the larger straight community with a certain "WE'RELesbian market is one of the larger and more affluent
QUEER and WE'RE HERE!" element in far too manysegments of today's marketplace. Gays and Lesbians
areas of America. In the gay era before AIDS the factwho were already as average American consumers
of life was that the gay community was hijacked byeasy prey for materialism and consumerism were
the THREE B'S who made a killing - and also ultimatelyeven more easily influenced when buying this and that
killed off thousands if not millions of gays. They are theproduct led to acceptance by this or that major
BARS, the BATHS, and the BOOKSTORES. Theircorporate icon, this or that major world conglomerate -
agenda was to make FILTHY LUCRE and they did sotied with greater status and greater rank in one's millieu.
rapaciously for years and years. Gay communities inHERE COME THE ALTERNATIVES:
these early years - including their activists andFinally, after this gay party and Pride parade - then gay
journalists became dependent on these deep pockets+ Lesbian party and parade - was far along - here
but they too were all too often caught in the thrall ofcome some welcome alternatives. The Metropolitian
the 3 B's AGENDA - even hidden agenda of SEEKCommunity Church has been with us for decades and
BUT DO NOT FIND.has sought to help fill the spiritual hunger of many gays
Even today the "beau ideal" of the American gayand lesbians who want to find that solace and inner
community is some twenty-something twink or hunk orpeace in a gay and Lesbian religious setting.
military type - portrayed again and again for decadesMany mainstream Christian churches have embraced
endlessly and all but mindlessly. This beau ideal typethe gay and lesbian community in many outreach
can never be snared and brought home to one's bed -programs as the Churchof Christ and the Unitarian
save at a hefty price (escorts and models or trade) -Universalists and the gay and lesbian support groups
much less to one's life and family! Billions have beenand organizations within their home churches as
and will continue to be made on the backs and kneesDignity, Integritry, and the Brethern and the like. Islam
of these 18 to 25 year olds who are then cast off foroffered up "Gay Muslim" groups and there are many
next year's "model". Nothing is sadder than meeting aGLBT groups for Jews, Buddhists, and other faiths.
middle-aged towel boy at a gay bath or spa or aMany gay and lesbians have also explored alternatives
broken down bartender at some gay bar who openlyto organized religions with New Age thinking, yoga,
laments that he was once "somebody" in the gayScientology and other stops on that long travelled road
limelight years ago.the American pursuit of happiness trail.
The NOT so secret moneymaking agenda of theMicrocosm vs. Macrocosm:
POWERS THAT BE in the gay community - the 3 B'sMaybe gays and lesbians just finally caught up with the
and their legion of co- conspirators was "SEEK BUTmainstream of American life - gross, crass materialism
DO NOT FIND". Gay men HAD to go out as often asbeing catered to and cajoled into more and more
possible to the bars, the baths or the bookstores - asconsumer spending and more and more consumer
they might be missing out on something or someone.debt to "Seek and Find" and then continually in yet
Even if they found someone it was and is all too oftenmore and more rounds of self-indulgence and
a one-night stand if not a 15 minute standup. One gayover-indulgence to "Seek and Find" again and again.
friend recently admitted to me he had not hadSadly there is no "silver bullet" for the Gay and Lesbian
horizontal gay sex since the AIDS epidemic wascommunity nor American society as a whole. When
full-blown (i.e. two decades). While many gay men doand where will we all find something more valuable,
find long-term committed relationships - as the newreliable and relevant - than buy, buy, buy and more,
Gay Episcopal Bishop of New Hampshire - far toomore, more? When?
many will regale you with Elizabeth Taylor-esque talesBest Wishes & Big Hugs,
of their 13 husbands and numerous affairs - few lastingStewart ("Mac") McCloud
more than a season or two. BUT - the 3 B's wantFounder & President
gays "to seek but do not find" - to be good consumersThe Bi MEN NETWORK
- good customers! I attended University of California's250,000+ Men with us!